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A Backhanded Apology

by Maxwell Williams

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On Lend 04:25
I woke up your bed of emptiness Your silhouette, like me, was still depressed I noticed the vacuum that was left Of your head being buried into my chest So I pulled my guitar up to my breast And tried to match the rhythm of your breath It was a country song, go figure, and a waltz Counting tempos in 3s One for you and one for me And one for every second that I had to be Alone, with my faults Like how when you're around I can't peel my eyes From everybody else And when you're gone my wandering gaze Has always seemed to have followed along Or when you're here there's nothing I want To say or hear from you my dear But when you're gone all I want Is to talk or text all night long So when you're here I best pretend It's an empty nest until the end And that our time is always on lend
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Craig was the biggest shithat I'd ever met, God knows I loved him to death Georgia peach come to rot in the North West, He wore his heart on his sleeve cause there was none in his chest He taught me, "You give what you need most," Right before he slit my throat Stole our car and the only girl I'd ever known And headed down the coast I came back as a vengeful spirit Possessed that Dodge Dart and revved it Wrapped it's nose around a telephone pole Now he speaks in memes and movie scenes About things that can't be unseen And he paints in his cave about the things he would say If the shadows would come and play Away from their flames But his fate was so unsatisfying With remorse I spend each night hanging from his ceiling And Craig finds some release In the fact that someone is watching
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Sorrow Porn 05:07
Let's pray for warmth in our brick box coffin Where we paint our pleas to a vacant heaven That went out business long before we could see it's splendor Do you remember the owner operator Yeah, he was kinda a jerk Always thought he had the answers But he'd never show his work These days other people's lies seem more innocent than mine And I can't let myself get away with saying everything is fine And I'm sorry, Jack, I didn't get to know you better No amount of clean living will wash away The black mold or front porch charades Where we taught each other to turn troubles into games I'm so fucking tired of trying to outsmart myself Putting on airs just to bare my own smell All this sadboi sorrow porn is just cutting my loss You can't make yourself a martyr by latching your own cross So let's just call a spade a spade I never really ran away That'd require furnishings, anchoring, anything To have fled You're better off adrift than dead But I know well enough when this is the state your in Best call your friends from whatever state your in And they'll remind that you're loved And you never had to leave to begin again Even if you had to leave and begin again And yeah, you've committed some egregious sins But if you're honest and you own them It can't be as bad as it could have been

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Photo Credit: Kaitlyn O'Rourke

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released November 23, 2018

All music written, performed, mixed and mastered by Maxwell Michael-Ryan Williams

Recorded at The Papermill Artist Studios in Philadelphia, PA

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